That’s how long it’s been since Khia is gone.

2 months seems like such a short time ago but it feels like forever since I saw her.

The more time that passes, the more regret Mom feels. All the what ifs and should haves. The thoughts everyone knows are to be avoided at all costs because their torturous.

So what’s changed in 2 months?
–  I sleep under the covers every night since Khia’s gone. Mom and Dad think this is curious behavior because I hated when she would go under the covers and hated being covered myself even more.
–   I’m now scared of thunderstorms.
–   I don’t care to go outside as often… especially at night.
–   Jamison and I are working on our friendship.
–   I get more people food… much to Mom’s dismay.
–   I go for more car rides.
–   I sleep more.
–   I have a watch post for when the cockatiels signal activity in the driveway. Mom thinks maybe I look out the window in hopes of seeing Khia.
–   My grandma (Dad’s mom) admitted that she loves me. Yeah, grandma, if you’re reading this, your secret is out! *snicker*
–   I’m not having as many nightmares anymore as I was last month.
–   I feel like I have nothing to write about. When I had Khia, there was so much to tell. Mom and Dad thought we were hilarious together. As I was telling someone earlier, my blog is based on actual events (99% of the time). So if you don’t hear from me for a bit of time, it’s probably because nothing memorable happened.

I’m sure I’m forgetting stuff but that’s the gist of it.

To my Khia: I love you with all of my heart.

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About noodle4president

I was a discarded, lost little stray without a house or a family...until my mom found me. Now, I am the happiest, most loved dog in the whole world!

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  1. Missin your pals stinks. Big time.

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  2. Three Pups and a Couple of Kitties says:

    Noodle, I wish I had the magic words to make you and your family feel better. I’m glad you and Jamison are working on your friendship, maybe he is lonely too.
    You are such a loving pup, I enjoy reading about even the most ordinary of days in your life. Losing a family member as special as Khia is very hard, keeping you all in my prayers. Giving you a hug and a cuddle.

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    • Thank you, Miss Margret. I think you’re right about Jamison. He’s changed a lot since she’s gone, too. I like my blog to be positive and happy so I can make people smile. At the same time, I don’t want to be fake with my readers. When I feel like I’m forcing myself to write, I know it’s going to lack quality and just wait for another day. Thanks for sticking with me through the good and bad! <3, Noodle

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      • Three Pups and a Couple of Kitties says:

        You’re welcome. I understand and will be right here ready to read when you are ready to write. Hug and cuddles.

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  3. Yuppers, I thinks Whitley said it best…missin’ your furiend stinks! Butts remember that your whole family is missin’ her too, so lean on them (for extra goodies too!! hehehe which it sounds like you are! ☺) And, you can do crazy thingies on your own too…just take it from MOI !!! BOL!! What?? No Ma…I am not tryin’ to gets Noodles in troubles….☺
    I’m sendin’ you and your family lots of {{{hugs}}}} and AireZens, cause I knows it sucks missin’ your pal
    Kisses,
    Ruby ♥

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    • Ruby, I get away with so much more now! When I do back wiggles in the dirt, Mom only yells at me if it’s the first day after a bath. Otherwise she says it brings me joy and I should be happy. I also do LOTS of zoomies everywhere. *ear licks*

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  4. I understand completely, Noodle. Jacques isn’t the same either – and it’s been almost a year since Rocky passed. It’s a new normal that doesn’t feel normal. It doesn’t feel right. But over time we’ve all kind of adapted while still feeling the large void. We try to live every day to the fullest in Rocky’s memory. I think that’s the best you can do. Love to you & yours!!

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  5. It’s so sad that your Khia had to go… it’s like missing a part of life :o( btw: you get more people food? interesting… is there a trick how to get that yummy stuff? can you share the secrest with me please?

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  6. Princess Leah says:

    Its early days sweetie. Khia will always be in your heart, smile and remember the good times that will make you feel betters. Sending you lots of luffs and hugs to make you feel better
    Loves and licky kisses
    Princess Leah xxx

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  7. Cupcake says:

    New normal in not usually as much fun as old normal. But eventually it will feel more normal. Ouch. I just gave myself a headache!

    Love and licks,
    Cupcake

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  8. I am glad you are not having so many nightmares, Noodle. That is a very sweet picture of your best friend. Thank you for the update.

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  9. Frankie and Ernie says:

    Awwwww Noodle we totally understand th Changes that come with such a difficult Loss.

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  10. stella rose says:

    We understand exactly what you are saying Noodles, when my brudder Sammy J. Simpson went to the heavens to live …one minute he was here and the next not, I went through a lot of changes, it was a sad time for me and mom and dad, but then dad brought home Margaret mae and now my life is hell…….such is life.
    stella rose

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  11. corkscot says:

    We understand. The loss of each dog leaves a big hole in our hearts. Everyone is touched by it. Sidney sleeps in the spot that belonged to Drew during the day. The two of them were totally bonded. He was a basket case until the arrival of Shelby.

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  12. Mrs P says:

    How can such a short time feel like forever when you miss some one? I promise it will get easier….just not today

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  13. Noodle, honey, ask your Mom to play fun things and give you extra great treats when it thunderstorms. In no time at all you won’t mind them one little bit. Ear licks.

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  14. fredrieka says:

    It is so hard we still look for old Cissy, she is not sitting in her spot which she guarded all the time

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  15. When we lose someone we love things are just never the same again…..they might get a little better or easier to manage but not the same. I think you’re doing super well without your Khia…..but remember something – she’s right there with you ALL the time (probably trying to make you get into trouble!!!!!).

    Hugs, Sammy

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  16. Aw…sweet Khia. We miss you but know that Noodle will come up with more zany antics to share. Keep the faith and smile; it makes people wonder what you’re up to. Happy weekend, my friend and enjoy those bed cover snuggles. ❤

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  17. gahlearner says:

    Poor Noodle, you make my heart hurt. I’m thinking of the dog I lost, and feel the same what ifs and whys. But I also look at Maia and what a gift she is. I just wish we could have them both.

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  18. It is very hard to get used to the loss of somebody close. We all have had to do it or shortly will have to go through it. You’ll see the bad memories will fade and you will remember the good. Trust me….I wouldn’t lie to you my friend.

    Kitty kisses,

    Kali

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  19. maggie0019 says:

    😦 So sorry you are missing your friend, my friend. Woof!

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  20. Nylabluesmum says:

    ~~~head rubss~~~ Noodle mee BFF. Mee iss sorry yur so sad still an Lady Samantha mee cannot emagine what yur goin thru’. LadyMum says shee has an idea an shee wants you to not beet yourself up. An mee agrees!! You did efurryfing you could fur Khia. It wa her time to go to Pure Land. Shee did not meen to hert you an leeve you sad…..
    An you still has Noodle who LUVSS you both with all his furry heart!! An Noodle you must stay close to yur Hu’manss so they will heal quiker frum thee loss…butt mee knows you know this!
    An Jamieson fankss fur beein nicer to Noodle… 😉
    ***nose bumpss*** Siddhartha Henry an LadyMum sends ((hugss)) xxxx

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    • Thanks, Siddhartha & Sherri-Ellen. Mom said she knows you’re both right. It’s very hard. If it were the other way around, Mom would be giving the same advice, though. You know, Siddhartha, you’re pretty wise for a young kitty boy. That’s one of the reason I love you so much! *ear licks* Noodle (and *hugs* to Miss Sherri-Ellen).

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      • Nylabluesmum says:

        Mee-you Noodle an Lady Samantha fank you fur thee complimint. Mee saw katss go to Pure Land inn thee barn an mee could see how hard it was fur Lady Mary Ellen to say “Goodbye”. Wee just want both of youss’ to take fingss one day t a time>>do not xpect thee feelinss to just leeve….that will take sum time! Even ladyMum has her momintss when shee criess over Aunty Nylablue. A few weeks ago shee was holdin Aunty Mingflower’ss ashbox an shee been gone since 2006…mee knows that Hu’manss can LUV with all their heartss an thee loss of one of us can hert fur months an yearss sumtimess…
        2 weekss ago thee show “Poirot” was brott back fur summer viewin. When thee musick started LadyMum gasped an bursted into tears!! Shee was innconsolabull…..thiss was her an Aunty Nylablue’ss show. An LadyMum put werdss to thee musick so shee started to sing an that helped her a bit. Mee gave her sum paw patss an head rubss an that helped her also.
        One fing mee KNOWSS fur sure iss that a Hu’man that can cry an feel so much fur one or more of us iss a good Hu’man! 😉
        Here’ss sum ~~~head rubss~~~ fur Lady Samantha
        an **ear lickss** (they tickull) fur you Noodle mee BFF xxxx
        Siddhartha Henry =^,.^=

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