I don’t even know where to start or what to say. My baby is gone. We lost her at 7:30 last night. I can’t explain the hurt. I feel like my heart and soul have been ripped to shreds. She’s been my best friend for the last 14 years – since I was a freshman in high school. I can’t thank her enough for all of these years of unconditional love. Her love and kisses got me through so many rough times. Even in her last hour, as bad as it was for her, she was licking my tears away. I take comfort knowing that she can see again. She’s chasing lizards and can have all of the treats she wants now. Mommy loves you, Mya Beany. Please wait for me.